My Failed story

“I was studying in Inter coching in 2011 where I was attracted towards a girl. I proposed her & she rejected it. I started saying sorry for 5-6 days & requested her to accept my friendship only. She got pleased & accepted my dosti only with a condition that I should not go beyond friendship. I started calling her regularly & she also responded to my call.Although our talk was full of humour.She was good in studies & I was popular in my class as I was comedian who makes classroom livewire. I felt that she’s started considering me as a good boy & never ignored my call. But whenever intentionally I used to divert our talk towards love talk she tend to change the topic. I was a frequent caller to her.
We appeared in Intermediate exam in 2012 – she passed in good 1st div & I got bad 2nd div. But still our talk continued. Then she told me – she’s going to capital city for preparation of pre medical. I told her I’m already there. She started going to coching class. Still I talked to her daily. I found her away from home & alone so I started pressurizing her to meet me & talk to me regularly. She clearly told me not to call her daily as she is here to study only. I ignored her request & I felt that I can do anything here.
When she started ignoring my call I started calling her 50 – 100 times a day till she picked my call. I also went to her coaching institute & waited for her. I started chasing her on road, to her coaching & to her hostel. I always told her to meet me on Saturday or Sunday or to go to park or to watch movie with me etc., but she always refused. I went to her girls hostel which she never liked. So, whenever she didn’t pick my call main use uske girls hostel me aane ki dhamki deta tha or chala bhi jata tha. Then she has to pick my call anyways. I appeared again in Inter exam & passed & went to study B.Sc(Agriculture) directly without facing competition in 2013.
Usko hmara call uthana hi parta tha agar hm college me(agra) hote the tab bhi. Wo itna dar gyi thi hmsey ki hm agar itna bhi bol dete the ki hm ptna me hai or tumse milne aa rhe hai to wo mujhe mna krne lgti k mat aao. Ye sab chalta rha 2014 ke January tak. Hm jante they ki Wo larki apney parents ko mere bare me nhi batayi thi or hum is bat ka fayda uthate rahe or use disturb krtey rhey. Hm us lrki ko hmesha boltey rhe ki I Lv u too much & want to marry u. Wo lrki mna krti rhi ki – Ye possible nhi hai kyonki she doesn’t love me & will marry where his father tell her to & I was not of her cast too. Is bich uska Dr. banney ka dream tut gya kyonki uska concentration tut gaya- mere disturb.


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When We Met

Helo! My name is Sulaman Mubarak and I am 21 year old. I am doing a business with my father and I am quite interested about the things which makes lovely sense….. Anything connected to lovely feelings or some sort of romantic phenomenon, i blush……..
I don’t know what I am saying but today I want to share my true love story which had begun three years before approximately……….
That was the time when I was a student of b.com and that was my first year. I was an average student but my ettiquates and regularity made me a prominent student in my class room.. My good behaviour and spiritual thought made me a good person and a little popular in my class….

Well…. I want to share a thing with you, that from the very beginning I was in search of true love…. as i said before that i attract to those things which makes lovely sense…...

Being a spiritual person I like any girl who is religious or have a positivity in her behaviour… so i begin to like my class fellow named saba….. she was quite interesting. she was very serious( to the point) and her attitude sometimes suck my class fellows.. But i didn’t noticed that because beside this she was a good girl…. her grades were good and she was a good student… i began to like her but i did a mistake that i supposed that i was falling in love with her….. Those days, one of my cousine far away from our city, came to live with us for a tour for the sake of enjoyment…..

Now here the story begins…..
I was very reluctant( hesitant ) to girls from the very beginning….
My cousine named( Nabeela ) was a little clever but not in a negative sense…
I didn’t take her in consideration, because I was on a big mistake( loving a wronge person, that was actually not love )….
My wronge love for saba was increasing and then i told about this to my friends…..
They said, ” She sucks”… I said yes but except this i like her character, her style and that all….
My friends had make her a name to tease her in between them,, that was, “duck”…. Duck because of her lips…
But I didn’t noticed that…..
One day, our chemistry professor was giving the lecture and she was sitting next to another girl,, who were sitting just next to me….
She was thirsty so she put a bottle out of her bag and opened the cap…
As she did so the cap slipped out of her hand at once, and it was fallen near my feet..
I was hesitant to girls so i didn’t pick the cap except I kick the cap to her and that blunder changed everything…..
Yes, as the professor came out of the class, she called my name…
Mr. Sulaman, have you any sense,, have you been teached ethically or morally,,, are you dump……. and that all…
I didn’t say anything except with an ashamed voice,”I am sorry”..
All boys were quite and girls were talking with each other… everybody realized that saba was wronge and the mistake was not that so big….
That day, my heart was broken in thousands of pieces…
That day I also had an accident but ,at the point, I got my control and no injury happened…
Then the days after that I was even normally behaving but saba was quite different and she was hesitating infront of girls and boys because maybe she knew that she did a big mistake…
I was a good student and my image was also good and all girls respect me but saba then became hesitant to me and I thought that she’ve realized of her mistake and that was enough for me….
But now I had lost her respect in my heart and I just forget her fully…
But still my search for true love was never end..
And those sad days I find a new way…
yes, those days every night I watched a tv show with my whole family and cousine..
That was winter and a big blanket covered our whole family in one to warmth our bodies ……
That was pretty lovely that a family is together and watching a tv show and enjoying….
Then one night when were all lying, covered with blanket and watching show…. at once my foot touched my cousine foot and I realized that I got a very stronge feeling… her feet were very soft and that was pleasing to me, I rather enjoy except feeling bad..
But after that I realize that she was enjoying too…
I was not surprised but I just began to attract to her….
I think that time Nabeela filled my heart with a new feeling…. whether that was bad or good,,, I don’t know
Then it started over again and again….
Even in day time after college when I came back to college and l take some rest, she massage my feet when the light is gone in our home…. That was very touching that someone cares about you and which is sexy too…..
Well…. our physical contact made even more stronger and than I hold her hand while I was pretending to be sleeping and there she was sitting near to me with mom… as light has gone so nobody could imagine that whats happenning all around….
Then, I hold her hand and slightly kissed on her hand and there was a ring on her finger that I first put off and then put in again for a sign to make her realize that I want a relationship with her…
We never talk with each other so much not even eye contact but still there are many things happened between us as I described before….
Then after three months we were fully involved in our love…
But I never cross my limit at all…
I just hold her hands and  wrist… and touched her feet sometimes….
once night my mother called me in her room and asked me a question that, ” What do you think about Nabila”.. I was confused and didn’t replied properly… She then said that she like Nabila very much and want her to be in her home as your wife.. I was happy internally but I was unable to respond, I don’t know why… But then after a next night when she again asked me I replied,”yes”…
My mother told this about my sisters and brothers.. I was younger than all except one brother who was 7 years old that time….
All agreed apon it…..
But then a contraversial issue began….
My father didn’t agreed when my mother told about that…
This time my heart was actually broken fully…..
But I didn’t resist against parents and I just made silence that time….
I didn’t have any conversation with my father infront of me about this but I came to know about this from my mother….
well! After three months her parents came back and took her back…
While she was going,,, she was crying very much… Not because of the issue because she didn’t even know about that… but she was so much involved in me and my family love that she could not bear a seperation….
I want to say goodbye to her last time but couldn’t because I was unable to do that….
After that it took a very bad effect on my studies and I loosed my temprament and then I showed careless behaviour, non-serious attitude and that all… I became sad all the times and became a sad soul… Then after 6 or 7 months a call is received by my father from her parents that they are looking for a boy to marry their daughter and they have find one from their relatives…. when I came to know that, I became even more sad… Her parents invited my parents to see that boy and his house members to make a decision as they respected my parents so much…
My parents went to their city to see the boy…
Thinking about this I became sick and I got high temperature… next day when they came back,, my father came to me and gave me a hug and said that now you’ll become healthy… I didn’t get that…
My mother was looking happy…
I still didn’t get….
Then my father said that the boy to who we were going to see is refused because I didn’t like his house members as they are narrow minded. He said that while they were coming back just after seeing the boy,,, your mother began to cry and I asked her about this… She said that I love Nabeela as my on daughter and I want her to be the wife of my son…
My father stopped the car and made a call to Nabeela’s mother…
He said that we want your daughter hand for our son and we want 5 years period…
She said that whether they have asked to me about this,,, my father said that sulaman will surely never refuse, you just relax..
And then she agreed….
When I heard about that I became so much angry first and then I didn’t replied my fathers question about marrying Nabeela…
I couldn’t bear a next wound to my heart because there were no space for furthur…
I keep quite and after third night my father again, infront of my family asked me the same question and after thinking about it seriously  I agreed….
Everybody were happy and then I saw pictures of Nabila my parents captured while they were in their home…
She was looking weak as she had cried a lot….
Her mother told us that when they told her about the boy for which they were looking for, she began to cry loudly and said I don’t want to leave this house, I don’t want to leave you mom….
But after that when the boy was refused and she told her about me( as her husband ) for their final decision, Nabeela got happy.. Her mother said that why don’t you cry this time…
She smilled all the time and became so much happy…
Then we decided to do a secret engagement because my big brother and sisters were still unmarried and in our relatives it’s strange for a younger brother to be engagement first while their big sisters are not… so my father decided to go at night to their city and make a celebration…
I made a shopping with my mom and then after a week we started our journey to their city (okara). I was very excited but I didn’t showed that to anybody…
When we reached their at 11:30 pm approximately, the light was gone and there were dark everywhere…
My mother in law and father in law welcome us and Nabeela serve everybody with drinks… her hands were shivering…
I was also confused.
After half an hour the light came back and we started our celebration. photo session was made by my sisters and brother one by one..
everybody was happy… then everybody got sleep at 1:00 am. But I couldn’t sleep because I was so much excited.. And Nabeela was also not sleeping to which extent I know. Then we everybody wake up and I got sleep at 10:00 AM because of the whole tired night with countless thoughts.
Then her relatives came in home to see me.. They were not happy, not even a single bit…
Rather they were surprised because they were also told that day about engagement.. they were not happy because our family is educated and they won’t my cousine to marry in a educated  home. whatever…I really don’t care…
After that an event arived when my father in law and Nabila came to our home and my father told me to take Nabeela to a ride. He gave me money and I took her with my younger brother so that anyone couldn’t get confused outside, whether a date has come or a family?
hope you understand that….
Here our people are very narrow minded so I took my brother with me…
I was unaware of my own city because I didn’t get outside for fun with my friends a signle time..
But then I asked people about the zoo and they guide me so I reached their and we made a walk out there with animals.. That was a weird date but I didn’t know what to do….
after that we had an eating there and then we came back…
I want her to take into some kind of park full of swings and adventurous places but I was unaware of any place…
So I decided to go back to home…
But she was still happy that I tried…
My family members made fun of me that I went her to a zoo non other than any place…
Now its two years completed to my engagement and I am very happy…… Between these two years many incidents have been occured with me and with her but I cant share it becaus then It will become so much explanation that the readers will be bore….
But I am very happy and I will never regret after in my life even once about this relation….
I love her and she loves me and that’s enough….
I acheived my goal and today I have my love with me…
I hope that after two years I became a married person..
But for this I have to make enough money to marry my big sister who has been engaged since year ago and then after i will marry or maybe my second sister….
God knows better what is written..
I want to say all boys that Make love with girls but also make a final realtionship to have a complete sense..
A love without relationship is hollow….
That’s How I met her and I fell in love with her… I love you Nabeela and I will till my last breath rests inshallah!

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Unforgettable

It’s a story of North-east girl of a beautiful place,Shillong.
It’s not my story,by the way,it’s not even a story(but lets call it a story).These are words that i typed in my dairy long back in my laptop.So,don’t grind to trigger every single grammatical errors.I’m very bad in grammer.i just wanted you guys to read it and pass on the story if you like it.A story with no happy-ending,but it’s not important that every story got to have happy ending like Cinderella. We learn lotta things from our experience.So,i hope you guys going to love it.
Me and my friend,Ankita were just sitting on a chair havin’ a cold drinks in balcony.It was a clear night that day in june,summer.We were just having a casual conversation.I just popped out a random question out of blue.’Do you have a crush?’ i asked.Something really made her feel off.I could see her face,she was sad,she was not able to swallow cold drink.Maybe she had some kinda emotional roller coaster experience before(i thought myself).I request her to tell me about her crush if that’s okay with her.She was trying to skip the topic but i somehow made her feel good.She got herself together and told me her story.
So,here’s a story start off-
She was kinda confused to start her own unspoken story.She drenched into her thoughts and started to gather those memories.Her house was next to a big playground.Kids,adults used to play there having a good time.It was that special day,unforgettable day,she saw him for the first time playing football.She loved football and that guy was a good football player.So here’s the turning point.Perhaps deep down in her heart she never believed love in a first sight until she saw that guy.She was feeling butterflies in her stomach.It was like her heart going to burst out of her chest because it was beating so hard.Maybe it seem like it happened so fast,but for her,it was like she know him for years.From the very next day,she used to secretly peeked at him playing football on a playground.She was in love.He was her BIG crush.She wished her heart get kidnap by that good looking guy.
Maybe it was a coincidence.She was in Grade 8.It so happen that guy took admission in same school were she was studying.Both of them were in same class.She was so much happy,her excitement was out of control.It was like everything was in her favour.But she was nervous too.She feared what if she end up doing some stupidity in front of him.Obviously she does’nt want to lose this chance to talk to him personally.But she never had a guts to approach him or just to say ‘hi!’..Her fear suppress her strength to take one step further.She could’nt even talk to him.
One day,their class teacher gave them some assignment,divided the whole class in groups.she was his partner in a project task.They were in a same group.She loved the way he used to handle the task with his team.He was very motivative and creative as well and that made her more attraction towards him.The hesitation and how difficult it was to exchange words.She was definately in cloud 9 but she did’nt let him see it.So,finally she started having conversation with him doing project task.They keep on talking for hours rather getting done with task.But however they got done with their stuff and it was pretty good to exhibit to their teachers.
It was that point of time,when they got to know each other.They used to spend most of the time together.It went on like that.She got to know that he got interest in her too.Her classmate used to tease her but she was die trying to explain somehow.’I care for him,but i don’t love him’ she said to her friends.But inside of her it was completely different.But her friends never stopped teasing her.
‘Sports Day’.She used to participate in sports.He was also somewhat into sports.Maybe he participated in sports cause she was into it.Both of ’em were selected in Interschool Sports meet.So,they had to go for a practise every morning.They were made to run two or three times around playground.She was once had to run 100 meters with other selected girls in a practise session.Their sports teacher whistled,they rush on a track.But in middle of the track she slipped and fell on the ground.She was so much embarassed and could’nt even look up.He ran towards her,he asked if she was okay?.She could’nt look up at his face.She was embarassed by herself.That guy was really caring for sure and he cared for her.It was love but they did’nt express to each other.

‘Farewell day’.Yeah it was farewell day.All the student were crowded in Assembly hall.Boys were dressed as gentlemen and girls were dressed as beautiful ladies.She wore her best gown that day.She wanted to look perfect in her best dressed gowns in front of her friends.He was the headboy of the school and so he was voted as best gentleman of the school.Now,it was time for best lady of the school.She was nervous,though she was looking amazing in her dress,but she did’nt want her name to be called out.Their teacher went up to the stage to declare the result.Teacher announced ‘So,the most voted girl for a beautiful lady of the school is Ankita’.The moment she heard her name,it was like her heart going to burst out of her chest because it was beating so hard.Now,Ankita and Andy(yeah that’s his name) had to walk together up the stage.She recalled that he was shivering so much at that moment.She was nervous too.But somehow they went up to the stage and round of applause and claps could be heard in every corner of the hall.He requested her if he could do some spin part with her.But she said no and she regret for that.She thinks maybe it would have been turn out something different if she had allow him to do.But it was an unforgettable moment for her.She cherish that moment everytime she look at her gown that she wore that day.
Their 10th grade result was out.Now,they had much time to spend with each other.But it never happened like that.He was mad for her,in same way she was too.But she never shared her emotion to, nobody.She used to keep most of the things to herself.And never expressed those emotion to him or her friends who were close to her.He was holding a thanksgiving service at his home.Once he went to Ankita’s house to give invitation card.He invited her for dinner along with classmates.But she was not there in her house.He visted her house most of the time,unfortunately he never got to meet her.He badly wanted to talk to her personally.One day he left a card for her and there was his mobile number.She never dared to make a call to him.She was somewhat trying to ignore him.She was nerdy and never gave importance to love,relationship.So,’FAREWELL DAY’ was the only moment they were together for the last time.
[my drink was finished,i did’nt realise it,i was so much involved in her story.I still had some more question for her,so,i asked her,what happened next?.I asked ‘where is he now?’,’Are you guys in contact?’.She said no.She hardly see that guy now.His family moved somewhere else.He left no trace to find him if ever she wanted.Maybe he was emotionally hurt by her ignorance.I asked if she have that invitation card with her.She said yes.The very next morning i went up to her house.Knocked @ the door,she told come in and we sat on a couch.I asked her if i can have that card right now.She aggreed.She went to her room and brought that card.She gave it to me.As i started dailing that phone number,she snatched that card from my hand.She did’nt want me to make a call to him.She was not ready for it.I tried my best to explain it to her that this is only last shot to talk to him.I told her to express everything her heart out.She denied everytime.But at last she aggreed.So,i dailed the number and hit call button.Operator from other side ‘This number does not exist,check the number you have dailed’.Unfornately this was her only chance to talk to him but it was too late.She told me ‘i had unforgettable moment with him,he was my crush and i screwed myself up’.]
you don’t know what you have until’ its gone.So,guys i ain’t storyteller and i ain’t writer.i just wanted this story of my friend get heard.That’s it,have a good day., ,

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